Thursday, December 2, 2010

Gosh... i dont know what to say.
hopeless me...
I dont know what to do.
Can i cheerup can i be more positive ?
i dont wanna be like this way.
i hate it .
when can i get enough of all this craps?

So god really want me to have a broken family. so this is my fate ?
and god doesnt allow me to learn how to handle my own prob.
why is this so. i seriously dono why. dono how. whatever it is. i am tired.
i really is...
Reginy ♥ BelongstoEnzo @ 2:05 AM.




Friday, November 5, 2010

Hmm, guess this blog is gonna drop dead soon.
its like not updated for a very long time already.
let me think.
hmmm, as i come along this few months i actually gone through quite alot.
alot happenings in my family and relationship.
as for my family i cant help much. whether they are gonna divorce or what i leave the choice to them . whether or not i will still have to take it. no matter hard or easy, its life mah. Who knows one they things might change and they become better ? i think the sky will be falling by then bah .
As for relationship hmm, i think i'm the one creating all those troubles bah. i should not be paranoid and think too much. it wont help much. should learnt accept everything. and i did say i want mutual relationship together, then i will have to work to it. not just by saying. and yeah this is a really big step. cant ask for much. To be a good girlf thats what i should do. and i believe he wants it that way too. yeah so i should do some "research" on it and changes should be done !
as for my results i managed to promote though my overall failed. but heh i am lucky enuf to promote <:
Reginy ♥ BelongstoEnzo @ 1:17 AM.




Friday, September 17, 2010

hmm, its been a long time since i last posted.
let me now post about how my life has been recently.
Hmm, recently my mummy has went for an operation to remove some things in her ovary.
the first look at her looking at how pain or how much she's suffering i than told myself that i am not gonna make her disappointed or make her angry anymore. ( try my best de :x )
hope she wont feel unwell anymore if not she would have to go for another operation.
sigh ! one will only starts appreciating and learning how not to take things for granted.
you will definitely regret just like i do now.

as for me and ahbee.
we've been good ! <:
quarrels also those super mini de like joking de.
giving in to each other .
spending time and enjoy with each other.
he'd make my plain white days into rainbow colours.
i simply love him and only him. my enzo butsara ridhuan ahbee baby ! <3
Reginy ♥ BelongstoEnzo @ 8:47 PM.




Saturday, August 7, 2010

6 more days to chalet ! <: woohoo
wednesday start sch thn 2 days jiu chalet, clapclap. looking forward leh hehs ! <:
hmm what else should i post ?
hmm, let me talk about my recent life bah <:
life was very good for me
especially when life is with enzo butsara ridhuan was extremly great, ilike ilike hehs ! thumbs up (Y)
He changed my life from a very emotional and filled with troubles life to a cheerfull and though still have prob but he's always there for me. regardless of far or near, he still will make a effort down to my house just to accompany and be there for me when i'm moody. he did all he could just to make sure i dont skip meal. there's just so much he did for me that make me cant control myself but keeps on falling deeper and deeper in love with him. hehs ! <3
i just love him so much narh !

[06august2010]
baby came to fetch me from bedok inter and sent me home to bath, he waited outside my house for me till i am done bathing. hehs oops ! imma sorry >< aft that we walkwalk he keep coughing plus the strepsils? no more le, so we went to shop and save i bought him a 24 pills de and a mineral water for him to eat one of it and drink a sip on the spot. i did everything i could to protect his throat to heal his cough, but it seems no cure >: only stop for awhile. >: aft that we trained down to bugis walkwalk, aft that mum's college asked me to go down, so i went 7-eleven to buy a coke for baby and walked down. poor baby, its been hard for him to walk thr cos its rather far. aft that baby and i followed my father to take things come back take money than dad and us went long john silver to have our dinner 5555+ my tongue tied uh that day, golden deal 2 say till golden tail 2 >< aft that baby walked me home. aww so sweet aye ! <: on the way so much fun and joke. like seriously it was a day i enjoyed most cn ! and i was like so hyper that day eh ! >< hehes ! <:
Reginy ♥ BelongstoEnzo @ 8:34 AM.




Tuesday, July 27, 2010

I gotta fork out money to buy my own bbq foods on my bdae chalet >:
but quite looking forward to it though. 17 more days ! <3
baby cn come eh ! hehs. most important is him le, he dont go my mood comfirm all spoiled. hmmm, hope when he stay overnight wont get scolded by his family members.
baby this few days moody moody, i see le so heartache eh T.T
i feel so helpless sigh.
baby, you must jiayous kays ! i will always be there for you. when u have troubles i will stand by you. and do whatever i could just to help you solve it. like naoz <3
must stay strong hor ! for you know i will always love you care for you and whatever that you wants i will do it <3 loveyou forever !
Reginy ♥ BelongstoEnzo @ 6:31 AM.




Thursday, July 15, 2010

Sigh ! my life is in a mess.
i dono what to say, what to do, how i feel. everything seems not right.
i go sch late i got scolded i wake up early need wait for bro end up i also late. i dontwant go sch also got scolded. i go sch still need see ppl who are irritating. zzz
like so nolife. biaobiao. total of boliao-ness.
sry baby i didn't do well in what i promised you.
u gimme somemore time i am sure i cn change the habit of scolding vulgarities.
ytd mum & Chenying bdae, brought a cake for mum and made a card for cy.
give cake to mum and blow candle drank a cup of vodka face red liao -.-
aft awhile like feel bored, than we went to inter to walkwalk.
andand aft so long finally got once which i have a chance to send baby to mrt station. woohoo.
i find that i am getting more and more lame and childish nowadays.
i gotta change. i gotta settle down
Reginy ♥ BelongstoEnzo @ 9:35 PM.




Thursday, July 8, 2010

this few days rather sian narh.
once school start lesser time with baby, sighsigh >:
31st july baby coming my house to overnight. rather excited <: school reopen for 2 weeks le, and it sucks. got disturbed everyday sigh ! dono how to concentrate on studies liddat. that setupid CHIA FENG JI, just cant stop irritating me -.- imma just so pissed off by this blardy class.zzz gotta hang on there till the very end. got to match with baby. for baby's sake i must work hard.
forcing myself and drag my feet to sch everyday.
forcing myself to stay awake whenever lesson starts and the bells goes again.
andand lastly i am enzo butsara ridhuan's and i am proud to say it too ! <:
iloveyou baby !
Reginy ♥ BelongstoEnzo @ 11:44 PM.