hmm, its been a long time since i last posted.
let me now post about how my life has been recently.
Hmm, recently my mummy has went for an operation to remove some things in her ovary.
the first look at her looking at how pain or how much she's suffering i than told myself that i am not gonna make her disappointed or make her angry anymore. ( try my best de :x )
hope she wont feel unwell anymore if not she would have to go for another operation.
sigh ! one will only starts appreciating and learning how not to take things for granted.
you will definitely regret just like i do now.

as for me and ahbee.
we've been good ! <:
quarrels also those super mini de like joking de.
giving in to each other .
spending time and enjoy with each other.
he'd make my plain white days into rainbow colours.
i simply love him and only him. my enzo butsara ridhuan ahbee baby ! <3