Gosh... i dont know what to say.
hopeless me...
I dont know what to do.
Can i cheerup can i be more positive ?
i dont wanna be like this way.
i hate it .
when can i get enough of all this craps?

So god really want me to have a broken family. so this is my fate ?
and god doesnt allow me to learn how to handle my own prob.
why is this so. i seriously dono why. dono how. whatever it is. i am tired.
i really is...